....so my parents are fighting again. i remember when i was little i'd always get upset and run to my room but now i just get annoyed. how pathetic does that sound. the fact that i don't even give a crap that they're both arguing. ill tell you why i don't care. its rather simple actually. the reason i don't care is because after each one of their fights, no matter what it actually has to do with, they both always end up blaming it on me. always. now i'd by lying if i said it didn't still bother me but i've gotten so used to them blaming every problem and mishap on me throughout the years that it barely phases me now. blaming me for them arguing. blaming me for my brother not accomplishing his homework. blaming me for them hating each other. yup all my fault.
one of these days though...i'm just going to get so fed up with their incessant blame that i'm going to straight up crack and go nuts.
Trying is pointless. If its going to happen then it will. If it doesn't then so be it. I'm not going to be the one wasting my time trying to guide it in the direction I wish it would go. I'm me and I can't be any more or less then that.
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